Inspiration!

I went on a walk with my family last week alongside a bundle of bubbling waterfalls amongst golden trees whose leaves were falling to the ground. It was raining. But that didn’t put me off. Robert Burns sat by the same waterfalls a few hundred years ago and was famously inspired to write a poem about them. I find trees and water and leaves and all that stuff inspiring too. Not really the trees themselves – like I wouldn’t write a poem about them or anything, it’s more about the space to breathe and create I think, the newness and beauty of the surroundings. Really I find some of the best inspiration in the things that are less than beautiful. Upsets, puzzles, frustrations, injustices – my own and those of others. I like it because I often find a peace about those things and a viewpoint about them actually within my work.

I’m very interested to know what other people find inspiring. If you are a writer what fuels you? Also as a reader – what did you read that inspired some action in your life?

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Passion

My husband loves cameras. He loves photos, he loves bits that go on cameras and he loves unfathomable technical facts about cameras. Fact. He and his Dad (who also loves cameras) give each other strange, expensive bits of camera equipment to each other every Christmas whilst the rest of the family go – what’s that?

Secretly I love my husband’s passion for all things photographic but please do not let him know I said this as he may use it to bribe me into getting him more cameras. He is a master at this passion and to watch him work is really a pleasure, you can see some of his work right here.

Last weekend we went for an evening photo shoot to a forest and beach, the kind of forest and beach that can only be found in Scotland. Fresh, temperamental and a little bit magic. The sky was fogged filled and the light was just right. Thought I would post a few of the photos here for you to enjoy.

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Fashion Fantasy

When I found out a few weeks ago I would be involved with a fashion film – to co-write & direct – I was excited – jumping up and down fangirl style excited. I love clothes and always have done, especially the kind of silky, glamorous clothes Iona Crawford makes.

It began with the initial concepting stage which I always find rather fun. This involves sitting down with the other half of my creative team, Sophia Fraser. The kettle goes on, the cups of tea get poured, the lights start flashing (really?) and the ideas start to roll. We had a whole world of thoughts, it being a completely up our street style project. There were the inklings of a short film in there, hell probably a feature.

We divorced ourselves from any kind of physical universe realities during this process and I’m glad we did because if we had any ideas about what we would need to do to pull it off in the real world, in the winter, in Scotland, I seriously question whether we might have thought of an entirely different, entirely warmer idea. As it is I’m glad we ignored reality because the finished film is, I think, well worth every frozen toe on the shoot.

It took a day to film with a full crew and I worked with the two models, one of whom – Caeley Elcock is actually a theatre actress – a beautiful girl who did an amazing job and of course Jordon Steele who was also lots of fun to work with. It was absolutely freezing cold. We trekked up the sides of various hills, galavanted around the countryside with the horse ‘Casino’, waded through mud, filmed from the back of a pick-up van and generally caused havoc in the quiet regions of Stirling in Scotland.

Sophia, the co-creator, was also on the shoot, assistant directing. We kept looking at each other through interminable blasts of wind and snow, saying things like – who the hell came up with this idea? They must be goddam crazy!

Despite all that, I can hardly the numbness and pain. Not now.

Now all I can remember is the fun. And the beauty. Here’s the film:

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Cupar Arts Festival

Good news! Rosie Lesso & I have been chosen to be a part of the Cupar Arts Festival 2013. We will collaborate on a one-off book project. The theme is ‘FATE’ so watch this space. I will provide the writing, Rosie will provide her beautiful illustration. Together Fate will be all ours. If you are around in Scotland, in October please don’t fail to come along and check us oooot. Let me know you are coming and I will personally give you a high five.

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Rosie & Gill

My friend Rosie Lesso who I have known since we studied at Edinburgh College of Art together a few moons ago is an amazing visual artist. We just got news that together we are going to be part of the Cupar Arts Festival in October 2013. I’ll do the writing, Rosie will do the art; we’re putting a book together which I’ll talk about in another blog post soon.

Rosie is also creating another book as part of the ‘Sky Bound’ project which is part of another arts festival called North Light in Dunbar, Scotland.

To find out more about the upcoming book for the Sky Bound project and to get more insight into how words and art can interact I did an interview with Rosie and here it is in full:

1. Can you tell us a bit about yourself? What is your background etc?
I am an artist based in Scotland. Drawing is my main interest, and I like to try and stretch the boundaries of what the term means. I am interested in the informality of the word drawing; it implies less permanence than say, painting or sculpture. More recently I have also worked on a number of participatory projects like this one for North Light; I also do part time and freelance education work and this kind of project has meant I can explore and overlap educational elements with my own practice.

2. Can you tell us about the project for the poetry book?

The poetry book is the second part of a binary project called Sky Bound, for the North Light Festival in Dunbar. The first part was a series of interventions; 5 graphic road signs featuring flying gannets, which are very dominant in Dunbar, were spread across the town. A location map was distributed, encouraging locals to walk the route and think about travel, flux and migration. Alongside this I also put three poetry boxes out in Dunbar, with a call out to locals and other writers from Scotland to create or contribute short poems on the theme of migration. In its two month duration 35 poems were submitted. Poets include Ken Cockburn, Angus Reid, Colin Will and Lesleymay Miller. The next stage is to select and refine and create a permanent hard back book featuring the poems and my own art work, for official launch in early June next year.

3. How does the book fit in with the North Light festival?
This is the first year the North Light festival has run, with funding from a variety of sources including Creative Scotland. The purpose was to engage and bring together the local community with a variety of site specific, environmental art works celebrating the character of the location. I hope my project has contributed to the festival in that way and drawn some parallels with other artists’ projects too. The book will be launched next year in early June 2013, so it also creates a legacy from one year to the next.

4. What is the goal of the book?
The book will become a lasting archive of the 2012 festival and be stored permanently in a location in Dunbar, to be confirmed. It brings together voices including artists, poets, and local writers who were in Dunbar at that moment in time, and who have responded to a theme so relevant to Dunbar with its constant flow of birds to and from the sea, so a document of time and place.

5. How do you see your drawings working alongside the poetry for the book?
I think there are many parallels to be found between drawing and poetry as both can have a fragile, papery quality. I once read a quotation somewhere that said writing poems was like dropping leaves onto a highway, and I thought the same could be said of making a certain type of drawing. The plan is to create black and white drawings or etchings for the book which will have a condensed use of visual language and an ambiguity similar to that found in many of the poems, hopefully leaving more room for multiple interpretations.

6. Why did you chose poetry/short prose?
I chose poetry partly for some of the reasons outlined above, but also just because I love reading poems myself, particularly short poems which use language in a very economical or abstract way. The theme of migration is quite open so I saw abstract possibilities in it for poetry. I was also aware there are a number of poets living in Dunbar, or who would be involved in North Light and this would be a great opportunity to meet and work with them.

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Road sign featuring a flying gannet in Dunbar, part of the North Light Festival

Bird Poetry

I just wrote a poem for the first time in a long, long time. Too long. Poetry has traditionally scared me. I always think of myself as a prose writer – plenty space and freedom to say what I want, plenty of room to move about, explore, develop. Writing a novel is like taking a huge journey where it’s okay to take the odd detour now and again.

Poetry, now poetry for me is a different thing entirely. Rhyme used to scare me witless but I recently found out what some of those terrifying poetry words mean that you get told in school but never really explained. Technical words that looked so complicated they took on a magical, other worldly quality. The basic reasoning was – I’ll never do any of that.

So when my old friend Rosie Lesso asked me to contribute to a book of poetry and drawings to be published next year my first thought was to somehow avoid having to write an actual poem. Right up until yesterday I was going to do a short prose piece. However somewhere along the line I started to write a poem. I thought of one verse first of all – one of the middle ones.

It had a certain beat and it sounded nice. From that I built up the rest of the verses, all to tell this miniature tale. At some point near the end, as I read it back to myself I realised that the thing actually kind of rhymed. Lo and behold, this was not what I was expecting but I went with it. Of course once I had realised it rhymed I then had to make the rest of it rhyme too which was more of a challenge but not an insurmountable one. It took a little longer but it was actually fun to have that restriction. It made me look at the words, say them out loud, piece them together, find new words.

So yes, I’m now a convert to poetry and I’m looking forward to writing more. By the way, I wanted to include this picture of some gannets as these birds and their activities on the East coast of Scotland, near Edinburgh, inspired the poem as a whole. The book will be out next year and I will be sure to let you know all about it at that time!